Kenangan yang Kupanggil Semalam…


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Kenangan hadir, bukan karena penjual kenangan menjajakan dagangannya sepagi tadi…bukan, bukan itu !!!. Seperti yang tadi kukatakan, aku memanggilnya. Aku yang menginginkannya ada.

Bagiku, tidak sulit menghadirkan kenangan. Bila aku menginginkannya, aku bisa memanggilnya. Seperti memanggil angin dengan siulan, dan kenangan akan datang…begitu pula kenangan, ia serupa angin, meski tak kasat mata, namun aku bisa merasakannya.


Seperti juga semalam. Ketika kantuk mulai menyerang. Saat bintang berkerlipan di rerimbunan bambu di halaman belakang, dan embun mulai luruh di atap rumahrumah sepi. Aku memanggilmu, dalam petikan gitar lamat-lamat. Masihkah ingat pada Aubrey yang kunyanyikan pelan ?. Kau tersenyum, bahkan menertawakan selera laguku yang jadul. Kau tau ?, menyanyikan lagu itu membuatku seolah terdampar pada sunyi yang semakin sunyi.

Malam tadi, tak hanya satu, dua, atau tiga…kenangan datang…mereka datang, menghambur ke arahku. Melesatkan anganku pergi menjauh. Meningalkan jasad yang dikurung sunyi. Menyisakan rindu yang menjadi. Pelanppelan, isi hati pergi. Kemana? entah…

And Aubrey was her name, 
A not so very ordinary girl or name. 
But who's to blame? 
For a love that wouldn't bloom 
For the hearts that never played in tune. 
Like a lovely melody that everyone can sing, 
Take away the words that rhyme it doesn't mean a thing. 

And Aubrey was her name. 
We triped the light and danced together to the moon, 
But where was June. 
No it never came around. 
If it did it never made a sound, 
Maybe I was absent or was listening to fast, 
Catching all the words, but then the meaning going past, 

But God I miss the girl, 
And I'd go a thousand times around the world just to be 
Closer to her than to me. 

And Aubrey was her name, 
I never knew her, but I loved her just the same, 
I loved her name. 
Wish that I had found the way 
And the reasons that would make her stay. 
I have learned to lead a life apart from all the rest. 
If I can't have the one I want, I'll do without the best. 

But how I miss the girl 
And I'd go a million times around the world just to say 
She had been mine for a day.
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11 thoughts on “Kenangan yang Kupanggil Semalam…

  1. kata Imam Ghazali, yang paling dekat dengan kita adalah kematian. Yang paling jauh dengan kita adalah masa lalu, yang tak kan mungkin bisa kembali. Masa lalu hanya mampu hadir melalui kenangan.

    *mellow mode=On

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